….pretty sure I’m gonna just be alone forever, which I guess I just have to accept so I can be happy in life. There are girls, one in particular that I am crushing on pretty hard and I don’t know if she is just being nice or flirting sometimes. If she is flirting, is it just how she is or does she like me back? Most of the time it’s just how they are, every girl that has liked me is either strange as shit or ugly or I don’t have the same feelings for them. Then there is this other girl who used to like me about a year and a half ago or so, at the time I didn’t like her like that but I’ve come to realize that maybe I do. Is it too late now? What do I do? Do I approach her or do I let it go and see what happens over the summer? Will that be too late? I don’t know, all I know is I hate being lonely. I just want to find a girl to be my best friend and spend time with and grow old with……I guess that’s it for my late night thoughts.
I think that I’ve come to the realization that I will be alone forever. I guess I should probably accept that fact and just move on with life. #ohwell #lifesucksthenyoudie haha